SIDEBURNER: Appetites Natural and Otherwise


                         
by

                   
DUANE PHILLIPS

         Title poem:

           Duane Phillips strikes resounding chords in his bisexual comment:

 Sideburner 

As I pull the curtains of the flames shut
And try to hide
And keep the rumors and whispers down
My hunger grows from the inside

To step into the light so people can see
my Dionysus rising
To judge the coward king the queerness of
my waterless baptizing

Like them both I do say
Men and women, lay anything my way

Mirror, Mirror on the floor
Who's the preacher, who's the whore?

My pulpit of sulfur and ash
My rhetoric quick, my tongue does slash

Likes to shower with men
Pets and feathers women over and over again

All along the thigh slide
From smiles to pelvic collides
5 o'clock shadows
To back door meadows
Female scents, female innuendoes

I yearn
I've learned to control the burn
As I turn the AC/DC flame down low
Someday, these burdens I'll let go
And maybe you'll feel the fire ride
In the volcanic fact
When I burn,
I burn from the side


But he also reveals the basic truths in his gay feelings:

All things male

                                  Blitzing linebackers, remote controls
                                  Crushed beer cans, riding lawn mowers
                                  Monster trucks, Weber grills
                                  Sheetrock, and elbows off the top rope

                                 Sweet, sweet traps
                                 Biceps and triceps
                                 Hands, a chest of hair
                                 Flannel shirts, sandpaper textured jaws

                                 Rock Hudson--I see you

                                 I'm not strong, not brave
                                 Not worth the time or energy to save
                                 We should've never left the cave

                                 Because,
                                      Until my grave
                                      I will always crave
                                            All things male

                           


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